And then the voices come.
They tell you that you are not good enough.
They tell you are a failure.
They tell you that you'll never be able to make it.
They tell you that the task is too difficult.
They tell you that life will only get harder.
They question your resolve.
They question why despite trying so hard you are still going downhill.
They question why it is you are such an incompetent fool that others can accomplish such simple tasks yet you can't.
They question your beliefs.
And they slowly but surely nudge you towards the inescapable pit.
Your best is not enough, because if your best is getting you the worst, it's time to reconsider what you think is getting you there.
Dear Andrew. Just give up.